Fears and Broken Promises

Questions about the future is my greatest fear as of right now. Although there was a brief time of being carefree and just living life day-by-day, I've been exposed once again to the sad truth that could possibly ruin the happiness I now feel. Promises of forever love seems to be on the foundation of empty and seemingly impossible grounds. But promises are what expects us to keep moving forward. It's that type of commitment that makes us strong despite the chances of failure. I mean we do fail in a consistent basis and so this can also be applied to the matter of love.

Promises aren't meant to be broken. They're just broken due to the fact that one or more party fails their side of the agreement. They aren't intentional at all. I mean if they were, why make that promise with someone in the first place? Humans can be cruel and deceiving but those dedicated promises that are created with true intentions from the heart are never, ever deliberately shattered.

As for me, I'm frustrated at the fact that the more I try and ignore the coming future, the more I feel like I'm getting closer to the end. But we can never end...Can we?
I hope not. I've decided that some things are inevitable. It sometimes feels like the more I try to change things, the deeper and more severe the consequences become. So I've also decided to attempt to look past the future and just keep making her happy. What else can I do?

The promise I made with her to be together for as long as life takes us is indeed a difficult task. Many things can easily go wrong. But despite this, I'm willing to see it in a positive way. And I reassure her that my promise is neither empty nor impossible to reach. She'll just have to bear with me to see how things unfold. Until our time comes, if it will ever come, I'll be the best I can be. I'll break through the barrier of my limits to reach not only my fullest potential but to reach her inner self. Right down to the core of her heart.