Her Smile

How lucky am I to have a girl who's so genuine and so easy to talk to? To have a special someone that would sing to you and make up the rest of your day despite earlier troubles. You know, an exceptional beauty who's signature smile seems like the world is at a standstill as you attempt to capture every second of her priceless expression. In her own unique way, she would brush off the things that bothered you the whole day and replace the negativity with some wonderfully colored smiles and giggles. It gives you the type of feeling where you just tingle inside as if it was Christmas and you can't wait to unwrap your present knowing that it's something so valuable and something that you would treasure forever.

She has given me so much motivation, so much purpose in the world we live in, and so much support despite my lack of self-confidence. I am driven to be a better guy for her and I constantly think about how to improve myself so that she may feel like I'm at least half-worthy of her presence. It may seem like I'm exaggerating and a little over-the-top, but I ask you, have you seen this girl?! She is so sensible and so thoughtful and so real. When I'm around her, I feel like it's best to restrain myself because one of these days, I will no longer be able to hold back the strong feelings that I have for her.

I believe that we defy the rules of love. Lovers would be so proud as to say that they've been together for so long. "It's our two year anniversary" or "We've been together since forever now!" I'm happy for them, I really am, and I do agree that it is an impressive feat for a relationship to have gone through so much. But to me, time don't really matter, you know. I think I've found someone who's worth so much more than time itself. In fact, if I had the chance to, I would pause time and enjoy a scenic view with her and her alone. If life can be as simple as savoring the very moment that your with your special girl and not have to worry about wealth or status or the rest of the world, then I prefer the simple life instead. Besides, it's merely the beginning of our story together and hopefully I wont screw up that badly. I mean, I'm still learning the ropes of how to be a better boyfriend for Ris, so give me a break, ok? Haha. =]

I definitely don't take her for granted. My time with her is probably the only thing I look forward to these days. Even if it's just half a day, I'm glad I can spend my time with her at that instance. I mean, I don't ask for much except maybe someday I'll have the guts to tell her to stay with me for a little longer. I understand restrictions and everything but can you blame me? I can't get enough of her. She is as good as it gets. So what if I'm going crazy over her?

Next time I see her, I'll ask her to do one thing for me. One request that will give me a lasting impression of her. I'll put my arms around her and ask, "Hey Ris, can you smile for me?"

(Note: It is very difficult to put my heart out and although I'm at a lost for words right now, I'm always thinking about you. Freaking writer's block! Haha.)