Selfish Pretenders

People are fakes. We hide behind masks to conceal our true selves from others. Some pretend to have lives that are much happier than it really is, while others exaggerate that their lives have been brought down by adversity even though they don't realize that they have it good compared to other unfortunate people. In any case, people are fakes for a reason: they are selfish in their own ways. I mean, look at this way. You improve your looks, you socialize with others, you become a follower or a leader for your benefit. Yup. Your benefit. Whether its pride or fame or fortune that you seek, you ultimately want to profit from it. All is well, but some people are just so selfish and act like they can get away with being so fake that they'll deny everything you say. Even as you're reading this post, some would say "I'm not fake!" but because you are offended by it, you reveal enough to say that you are a fraud. It's just human nature to pretend.

Although you don't see it, but someone had gotten me so worked up as to say that I really dislike them. I'll pretend that I'm still a "friend" to this person, but I really hate their guts. To start it off, this person has always been a fake to me. Acting like he cares about others but in reality, he only cares about himself. I'm sorry to say but he refuses to believe that he is self-interested. As stubborn as he is, I could care less about his denial.

I had an online chat with him once. We were discussing a subject on honesty. He acts like he is the most honest person although he'll deny that too just to prove me wrong. That's not what really gets me. It's more of how he'll act like he's confused and clueless about the situation and attempts to play it out. It's as if he thinks that everyone around him can't see the stupidity he puts on. He wears a mask just like the rest of us except his is a bit heavier.

I mean, you already have a girl! Can't you just be satisfied with one girl? Why do you have to meddle in the affairs of others? Do you really think they want you to interfere with them? Have some decency and leave the people that I care about alone...

Now that I've let some of it out, maybe my anger can finally subside. Ruining other people's relationship is just wrong (Although you are too weak to ruin theirs). You can say that I'm being dramatic but seeing the people I care about emotionally hurt because of the things you do without thinking, gets to me. Yup. Learn to have some respect and maybe we'll still pretend to be friends...